[ as terrible and suffocating and awkward as this is... ]

No offense, but I don't think I've ever seen anyone unhappier to be on a date. Look, we can just keep it simple. This doesn't have to be anything more than strictly platonic. Just getting to know each other. Friendship.

[ jude rubs at the back of his neck, his cheeks an interesting shade of red. easier said than done... ]

Trust me, you're not the only one embarrassed. Misery loves company?