I think she believes in something like fate. Or signs. She considers the power Qri bestowed on her itself to be evidence of Qri's inherent goodness. She believes that being taken by Qri is proof of her worth, and that her purpose is to serve Qri, her charge. If Qri isn't someone who should be served, she has no clear purpose here. Maybe she finds that idea frightening.
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[He frowns, and looks out towards the trees.]
I think she believes in something like fate. Or signs. She considers the power Qri bestowed on her itself to be evidence of Qri's inherent goodness. She believes that being taken by Qri is proof of her worth, and that her purpose is to serve Qri, her charge. If Qri isn't someone who should be served, she has no clear purpose here. Maybe she finds that idea frightening.