[He closes his eyes, because maybe then he won't close himself off. Speaking was so hard -- even, as noted, if it was the same language. Maybe it was just that they were different languages completely? Different inflections, colloquialisms, structure. History.
Lalli falls back into his makeshift bed with a loud sigh, heavy with grief.]
I...
[It takes a minute. Two. He's coming up on a third when he finally continues,] If I got everyone home faster... Or if I didn't go. Maybe -- [Fuck.] Tuuri would...still be alive. Sh-she's dead.
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Lalli falls back into his makeshift bed with a loud sigh, heavy with grief.]
I...
[It takes a minute. Two. He's coming up on a third when he finally continues,] If I got everyone home faster... Or if I didn't go. Maybe -- [Fuck.] Tuuri would...still be alive. Sh-she's dead.
[And he hadn't done anything.]