[ jude leans into the touch, eyes fluttering closed for a brief moment. ]

Because sometimes I don't know that I deserve you. I've already told you that you're the closest thing to a perfect boyfriend there is. Sometimes I wonder if I'm allowed to have that. Sometimes I wonder if I... forced you into a relationship like this, because of my own feelings.

And I just want to know for sure that I didn't. To know that every time we even just hold hands, you feel that same pleasant warmth I do.