I was under the impression you got almost everything I say, and asked for clarification when you didn't.
[Look that surprises him, and is easier than trying to negotiate the sick guilt and self-loathing inspired by fucking up in one of the ways he always does. He knows that going, But it was a bad five seconds, and I didn't notice, and I always do this and I just fuck everything up even trying to fix things isn't productive.]
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[Look that surprises him, and is easier than trying to negotiate the sick guilt and self-loathing inspired by fucking up in one of the ways he always does. He knows that going, But it was a bad five seconds, and I didn't notice, and I always do this and I just fuck everything up even trying to fix things isn't productive.]