precedents: to disguise the scent of sex and regret off my clothes from last night (attention. i sprayed windex on me)
YoRHa Type A No.2 ([personal profile] precedents) wrote in [community profile] spellbinders 2017-10-31 08:02 am (UTC)

Is being selfish so wrong? Is wanting to see someone you've lost such a bad thing?

[ jude is perceptive; A2 has gathered that much in the brief time she has known him. while she has never shared any of her history with anyone, she knows jude has been through enough to recognize it. the loneliness, the regret, the guilt. there isn't a day that goes by where A2 does not wish to join her squadron, but that wish won't be fulfilled for a while.

wanting to die, yet forcing yourself to live on anyway. saying goodbye, yet longing to reunite again. hating someone, enduring the same death over and over again, yet loving them anyway. what is selfish? what is selfless?
]

She's important to you. She'll always be, even if you won't see her again. Does it really matter if it's selfish?

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