[it is rather hard for her to really tell for certain. though, if the apartment were at all still visible, wherever they are, it probably isn't anymore — once they'd left, Madoka had stopped thinking so hard about it, and now, there's only an oblivion left behind.]
[though, that may be less a reflection of fate and more that she can't stand that it was his reality for so long. and, much like she subconsciously removed it from this dream, she's trying to hide that feeling, if only because Dirk has already tried so hard to make sure she doesn't worry about it.]
[she may or may not be failing at that, though.]
You still have to play the game, even when you're sleeping? That doesn't sound very restful at all.
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[though, that may be less a reflection of fate and more that she can't stand that it was his reality for so long. and, much like she subconsciously removed it from this dream, she's trying to hide that feeling, if only because Dirk has already tried so hard to make sure she doesn't worry about it.]
[she may or may not be failing at that, though.]
You still have to play the game, even when you're sleeping? That doesn't sound very restful at all.